Today didn't go as smoothly as we had hoped. Sammy is still in a LOT of pain, and we've had to give him a few doses of morphine. His blood pressure goes through the roof when he gets upset (which, unfortunately, is pretty much whenever he's awake) and he's VERY hard to settle.
We did get to hold him today, though, which was wonderful. He calmed down in my arms and I sat with him for over an hour. They took out his chest tube and cath earlier today, but he's still got the arterial line in. They weaned him off the pacer with the understanding that his heart rate will probably be in the 50s-60s, but kept it on so that should he drop lower than that, it'll kick on and bring him back up. They're keeping a close eye on it, and while it's a "distance out there", the future possibility of a pacemaker has been discussed. For now, though, they'd like him to stay stable in the 60s-70s - and if he does, I think they'll just keep an eye on him over the next few months to make sure his body can handle a low heartrate.
We're still in the CICU, and I wouldn't be surprised if they kept us tomorrow night too. He's still so uncomfortable. They've switched him from morphine to codeine, and weaned him off the IV meds for his blood pressure & started him on oral captopril. After the codeine, he started playing a little bit with his rattle, and he's taken a few more ounces of food by bottle, too.
We're doing okay. It's been a long few days. I'm hoping Sammy has a real turnaround and starts feeling better soon, because those screams, those sad eyes, that cry - and not being able to help him - is really breaking my heart. I just want my little baby to feel better again.
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